Direktlänk till inlägg 3 oktober 2009
"De flesta människor lever som sömngångare,
kluvna mellan önskan och fruktan av att vakna."
Jag hade det lugnt och bra där jag var, men jag mådde inte bra för det.
En livsstil blir lätt en vana, men det är dags för mig att vakna.
Jag har raderat alla inlägg jag skrivit från den tiden som jag var som mest sjuk,
för jag rent ut sagt skäms över dem.
Nu är det dags att börja på en helt ny era.
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I think I need to get myself locked up. Confined to solitude. Away from this world and it's chaos. Wouldn't that be nice? ...
I can hear something lurking, dont really know what it is though. But it feels kinda desensitized, empty in some fashion. It has done for a while now, but I haven't really been able to figure out what it is yet. It feels like if I did figu...
I miss the comfort of spontaneity. Back then, nothing was impossible. And now, most of it all is. Even the most simplest of things. They can't be done, can't be implemented. It's total Bullshit,that's what I say. I hate that time has made...
Maybe you aren't there, yet you exist. The line between real and unreal isn't what it used to be. I see you everywhere, making my continuality consistant. Making my space undefendable. Making my space a viscious place. It sets me to longter...
I get put in a corner. I feel quite safe there. It overlooks the whole room, my spot. Everything seems to have a continuing calm pattern. The sounds and the movements. 15 people sitting still, 3 people moving randomly, yet not. They move ...
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