I do not show myself as more, anymore.

It's an odd feeling though.

It's not that I've stopped thinking that way

I'm still better, and that's a fact.

It's not just another a case of a person

with low self confidence that is

acting big to seem big.

It's based on real facts and studies.

Yeah, I'm better.

So now when the explaining is done

(I hope) I'll get back to the point.

I do not show myself as more, anymore

And the cause of that is not really 

that difficult, it's just that there's really

no point to it, at least not yet.

I just find it easier to keep myself

on the quiet side cause you know..

then it will be harder for you to

see it coming. That master plan I've been

working on, it's quite genious you see.

Can't you see it?

I am quite genious, yeah.

I'm not lieing when I say that I don't really think of you anymore.

But I would be lieing if I said that you weren't in my deams still.

Which kinda makes it hard to forget, that I would say.

I do not really believe in destinies and such

but this thing is what I would call an exeption.

The exeption to my rule, you are for true.

Cause forget I won't, and the dreams will surely remain.

And I still hold hope that we'll meet again.

It might happen, it might not.. or I could just make it happen.

But that I will not, for you are the exeption.

The exeption to the rule of coincidences.

Because if it doesn't happen, that's just fine, 'cause

there's many things that makes that randomness

a little less dull.

And if it does happen, it would mean that exeptions

really does exist, not just the belief of it.

And wouldn't that be, with lack of a better word, pretty cool?

Maybe my way of leaving you was cold and greedy.

It's sad but true, it ended that way.

But it's fine by me though, cause I couldn't care less.

Now I'm not saying that I don't care completely, but it has

gotten to that point that I just don't care for caring.

It has gotten to that point where I'm just not up for it.

There are things that is worth while though, and those

are the things that I have chosen to fight for.

Things that are just laying there, up ahead.

So you see there? I'm going for those things,

those things up ahead, while you're still standing where

my life was several years ago, moving step by step from side to side.

The simple things in life might feel safe, but safe is boring.

I just don't wanna wake up 20 years from now in my own ugly mess, and realize that maybe I could have done something about my life if I just took that shot when I had the chance, when the gun was loaded,

the aim was set and my finger was on the trigger.

And if there is one thing I know, is that boring's just not for me.

Safety for me is certainty. It wouldn't matter if I went for "it" and failed

or won, cause then... at least I would be certain that I tried

my best to get what I want.

So maybe we'll meet at a crossroad somewhere, somehow, sometime... but the only thing that would occur, is a brief pitstop.

And maybe that sounds harsh, but... at least I gave you a heads up.

Cheerios.

..Min Cloud, Min Lilla Blå..

Get Well Soon!

-Cause you shine, Girl Oh you know you shine-