I do not show myself as more, anymore.

It's an odd feeling though.

It's not that I've stopped thinking that way

I'm still better, and that's a fact.

It's not just another a case of a person

with low self confidence that is

acting big to seem big.

It's based on real facts and studies.

Yeah, I'm better.

So now when the explaining is done

(I hope) I'll get back to the point.

I do not show myself as more, anymore

And the cause of that is not really 

that difficult, it's just that there's really

no point to it, at least not yet.

I just find it easier to keep myself

on the quiet side cause you know..

then it will be harder for you to

see it coming. That master plan I've been

working on, it's quite genious you see.

Can't you see it?

I am quite genious, yeah.

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